Written by Kovac on 2:37 AM
Well I will start by giving my alias name as Kovac. I am 31 years old and needed to have a place to discuss some of the feelings I have about myself,relationships, life and society. There are a few blog sites out there about women's thoughts of how men are and act and I just needed a place to share my thoughts with people.
I have a beautiful fiancee that loves me alot and I am looking forward to getting married sometime next year. I don't know if I am alone in this but sometimes I have so many thoughts running through my mind about if I am making the right decision or if I am even cut out to be the married type. Now don't get me wrong I love my fiancee and believe that she is my soulmate, yet I feel scared. Yes as men we talk alot about being macho and not letting things get to us, but I will be honest and say that is all bullshit because I for one worry about the future lately. Even though it seems too soon to think of thinks like that so early but I wonder will I be able to feed my kids when I have them ? Can I earn enough to take care of a family ? Can I be able to compromise about my life style that I am used to ? etc etc. They just keep coming and coming.
Well I guess thats enough of an introduction and I will post more thoughts about my feelings very soon.

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